My contacts app tells me
that we are losing touch.
Little does it know
I've already been chucked.
The app has determined
we have not spoken for a while
But something it does not know
is how my gut fills with bile.
I've changed from a person
building up, feeling whole
to a ruin turned to rubble
by a demolition ball.
How do I rebuild myself
start afresh, start anew?
A new job, a new life
I haven't a single clue.
