Every time I see the name I cry
I struggle to think of it without a sigh
I've worked hard to put it out of my mind
And yet it creeps up and takes me by surprise.
Every status she posts
Every tweet she tweets
Every time I see her name
I crumble and die a little more.
Soon there will be nothing left
When you reach rock bottom
You can only go up they say.
Is this true?
Do I have something to
Look forward to?