Saturday, 29 December 2012



It's sad you know
How times have changed
How life can be so different

Thursday, 27 December 2012

Losing Touch

My contacts app tells me
that we are losing touch.
Little does it know
I've already been chucked.

Friday, 14 December 2012

Depression is an iceberg

Sadness evolves
Sadness expands
It turns into a sinking ship
That hits an iceberg called depression


You ask me how I'm feeling
I smile and say I'm fine
But inside all I'm thinking
Is hold it together, don't whine.

Thursday, 13 December 2012


Every time I see the name I cry
I struggle to think of it without a sigh
I've worked hard to put it out of my mind
And yet it creeps up and takes me by surprise.


I want to cry
I want to die
I want to sleep
This night away.

The scariest thing of all.

Do you know what it's like
to be scared?
Every day to wonder.

Sunday, 2 December 2012


How can someone
Just decide
They no longer
Want to know you?

Friday, 30 November 2012


These feelings that fill me
They aren't so good
These feelings that threaten to overtake me
They absorb everything else

Thursday, 15 November 2012


It's devastating
When a person you love
Shuts you out.

Saturday, 10 November 2012


It's 2 am,
The clock is ticking
And yet
Here I lie wide awake

Friday, 19 October 2012

Walk away

The revelation is sudden
It comes as news
I am not the problem
The issue to solve?

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Conflicting emotions

I know I've done the right thing by me
So why does it feel so bad?
I know that for my peace of mind
And to keep my sanity strong
I must do what I have done.


I feel despair cascading through me
Like waves rolling onto the beach
Slow and steady yet ever increasing
Taking over the sandy shore

Tuesday, 14 August 2012



They ask me how I am.
I smile and reply,
I'm fine.
I hide my pain and sorrow,
I cannot show the truth.
I fear the truth would
Hurt the ones I love.

Thursday, 5 April 2012

Rejection - a Haiku

Now I understand
that the fear of rejection
governs my actions.

Sunday, 29 January 2012


I wander lonely as a cloud
oh shit that line's not mine!
Now I must find a way
to cite it in my rhyme.

Wednesday, 25 January 2012


Once I was a lonely girl
Immersed in my own thoughts
I spent my time pondering
The meaning of this life.